Why can't you just shut the fuck up?
I mean, why do you think you are THAT great? Guess what. You're not.
You're nothing but a selfish, fat, ignorant ordinary person.

Just. Shut. Up.

Everytime you open your mouth I feel like hitting you.
Because, EVERYTIME you open your mouth is to say something insulting about someone, or something NOT smart at all.

Just get over it.

Just get over the fact that you are NOT perfect and so is anyone else.

Todos esos planes, todo eso en lo que crei, todo eso que hice, todo lo que llore.

Todo.

Creo que solo estaba esperandote a ti.

Como te amo, stupid little piece of shit :)

LALALA

soy de piedra

LALALA

no me importa

LALALA

si pienso en ti

LALALA

no te importo

LALALA

si me importas

LALALA

no me amas:)

LALALA

sobrevivire

LALALA

I'm gone

LALALA

te odio

LALALA

te amo

LALALA

me haces daño

LALALAAAA

hasta aqui llego yo.

No eres nada.
No eres nadie.
No existes.

No tienes porque hablarme.
Esta bien
Estoy bien.
Aunque pense que te necesitaba, aunque creia firmemente en que sin ti poco a poco me volvia un poco mas loca, seguire caminando sin ti.
El que no arriesga no gana y yo veo esto como un largo camino, que no puedo caminar cogida de la mano de alguien.
Tarde o temprano quedaria atras.
Podran caminar junto a mi, pero no conmigo.

Stupid little bitch!
You fucking piece of shit
How can you do that?
Oh, yeah. You wanted me to feel something for you?
Well, here I am.
Bet u cant do anything, huh?

Cover my eyes, cover my ears.
Please tell me these words are a lie.
Can you hear heaven cry?
Stars are in shock.
Hold on, be strong.

Don't let go.

No one can save me, not even you

Once upon a time, I belived in happy endings. I believed in love. I believed that someday, someone would come and get me out of here. Once upon a time, I had faith. Once upon a time I believed you were the solution for all of this. I imagined you coming to me. I believed I could make you happy, I believed you could make me happy. I used to be my own protection, but then you found me. I'm glad we met. You saved me from falling even more. Thank you. Please understand that I don't want to cry and fall to pieces when you're not here anymore. Please understand you're everything I have and I can't allow that to become more real than it already is. Haven't I told you how much it hurt that first time when I thought I'd never have you again? I guess I have. But, I believe every word you say. I guess I believe you love me. And I love you. Maybe, after all, I will have to hold on when this is over. And if this ain't love, then it's much closer to it than I thought. You have made me happy. You have done a lot. But, when the time comes, no one will be able to save me..not even you.

El no es perfecto.
No es el mas educado, ni el mas cabellero, ni el mas delicado con tus sentimientos.
Puede decir babosadas y meter la pata las veces que quiera.
No lo dejare de amar.
Puede no ser el sueño de toda niña..
Pero defenitivamente SI es el mio.
Es perfecta la forma en que me hace sentir, es perfecto lo que siento por el.

No lo cambiaria por nada.

I love you, and that's all I know.

I promised to myself I'd never go back with you, no matter how much I loved u, or how much I need you.

I used to repeat to myself that I loved you, but I was better without you.

I don't know if that's true.

But I don't wanna try . Not again.

I like it this way.

Do u like it his way ?

Cuz I love it this way. !

Strenght

Please.
Give me strenght.

Please, let me look at them, and be happy for them.
This can't be THAT hard, right?

All I have to think is that..she's my best friend, I want him to be happy. And if they're happy together, well, go ahead.

:)

Yes, i need u.
Yes, i miss u.
But at least i know i did something for myself.
It wont last forever. The day i dont need u and i dont miss u anymore will be here sooner or later.
For now, goodbye. U were not good. I thought u were all i wanted.
So..i guess i was wrong.

..

It wasnt how i planned it to be.
I don't really know what I feel anymore.
He was everything i wanted, but he screwed up and now its over.
But he, the other he, well..he makes me happy, he makes me smile. But i'm not really sure i love him. I dont wanna lose him, but i still miss too much the boy i thought loved me. It seems like he didn't..how dissapointing, huh? I still love him, and, for now...i just need to forget him, by tring to love the amazing boy that really loves me.

Is just that..i dont really want to get over him.
At least, not for now.

Love me or leave me, but don't stay here if you simply don't care.

Ya no te extra;o. Cada vez se hace mas facil. Cada vez es mas facil hacer q no pasa nada. Cada vez es mas facil ignorar lo que dices.
Ya soy capaz de distraerme con otras cosas. Ya no soy una psicopata patetica obsesionada con verte...
Ya es facil no pensar en ti.
Cada vez es mas como un ciego que nacio de esa forma...nunca vio nada, no sabe que es el mundo..entonces no puede extra;arlo. Asi me siento.
Entre menos te veo, mas facil se vuelve esto.

Razones

Te echo de menos, le digo al aire..
te busco, te pienso, te siento y siento que como tu no habra nadie.
Y aqui te espero, con mi cajita de la vida, cansada, a oscuras, con miedo y este frio, nadie me lo quita.
Tengo razones para buscarte...
tengo necesidad de verte, de oirte, de hablarte.
Tengo razones para esperarte, porque no creo que haya en el mundo nadie mas a quien ame.
Tengo razones..razones de sobra para pedirle al viento que vuelvas..
aunque sea como una sombra.
Tengo razones para no quererte olvidar..porque el trocito de felicidad fuiste tu quien me lo dio a probar.

Choices

Human Life is made up of Choices.

Yes or no.

Up or Down.

In or Out.

Run or stay.

And there are the choices that matter..:

Love or Hate.

Be a hero, or be a coward.

Fight or give in.

Live or Die.

...Live or Die...

That's the most important choice

...and It's not always on our hands.

Holdin On To Life

Aveces malgastamos el tiempo y nos creemos demasiado poco. Y malgastamos nuestra vida, lo unico que tenemos.

Las horas pasan demasiado lento o demasiado rapido, y nada es lo suficiente.

Cuando hay muchas personas que luchan por tener la mitad de lo que nosotros tenemos.

Cuando hay mucha personas que estan luchando por sobrevivir.

What if..?

Que pasaria si mis peores miedos se hicieran realidad??
Que pasaria si me dejas d kerer y te olvidas d todo en vavaciones, y caes en cuenta que puedes facilmente encontrar una mucho mejor y mucho mas bonita?
Que pasaria? Aunq me digas y me repitas q no va a pasar, realmente, q tan segura puedo estar?
Por eso estoy rara.
No es tan facil ignorar lo q pasa contigo.

Dame una sonrisa y te dare felicidad.

Dame una lagrima y dejaras de llorar.

Dame una razon y me quedare por siempre aqui.

Dame un beso y veras que soy capaz...

Solo no me mientas.

Dame una mentira y te dare el infierno.

Dame una mentira y veras que tan mala y dificil puede ser la vida.

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.

I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle.

But, if you can't handle me at my worst,

then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Todo..o nada.

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

YOU ARE THE ONLY EXECEPTION

Por ti me bajo de mi nube, de mi lugar, de mi comodidad.

Life gets Easier once You stop Worrying about being PERFECT

La frase del titulo de la entrada es totalmente verdad. El problema llega cuando no se es capaz de dejar de pensar en eso y de dejar de pensar que es eso lo correcto. Que pasa cuando cada celula de tu cuerpo grita por perfeccion? Es simplemente imposible ignorarlas. No importa cuanto mal sepas que te hace, simplemente tienes que seguir lo que te dice cada parte de tu ser, cada celula de tu cuerpo, cada nuerona de tu cerebro. No puedes ignoraralas y pensar que de esa manera viviras mejor, y simplemente no es tan facil como decir que no vas a pensar mas en eso y lograrlo. Que pasa si tu estas seguro/a que la perfeccion es la solucion? Que pasa si la perfeccion es lo que falta?

Mi vida es regida por la perfeccion, si la dejo a un lado, no tendre mas porq luchar. Es por eso q no puedo dejar ese pensamiento de lado. Ese pensamiento es mi piso. Es mi principio y mi final...es lo que rige mi vida.

Sin ese pensamiento no hay nada.

Por mucho dolor que me cause, y por mucho mal que me haga...es la verdad.

This.is.not.Ok

People say there's one thing that will always happen: u love someone, and u like someone else. But it's simply NOT ok! I mean, if u love someone, u have to like every part of him and u have to have eyes for ONLY him!!! Right?? This is simply not ok. No, no, no.
What if I start liking him more?
No. It cant happen.
I wont let it happen.
Right?
But what if I cant?
What if it's too big for me?