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It wasnt how i planned it to be.
I don't really know what I feel anymore.
He was everything i wanted, but he screwed up and now its over.
But he, the other he, well..he makes me happy, he makes me smile. But i'm not really sure i love him. I dont wanna lose him, but i still miss too much the boy i thought loved me. It seems like he didn't..how dissapointing, huh? I still love him, and, for now...i just need to forget him, by tring to love the amazing boy that really loves me.

Is just that..i dont really want to get over him.
At least, not for now.